"Azteca"
is based on an experience I had in the Amateur Owner to Ride class
at the National Championships in LA's Griffith Park. Happened the
first time I rode in national competition. The best reason I can
think of for showing horses is the fact that they can pop out these
transcendent experiences. The poem reflects both what happened in
the show ring and my trail rides into the coastal mountains of California
as a kid. I understand it's been translated into Spanish and sent
to South America. I hope you enjoy it.
AZTECA
Sandra Nathan
Azteca,
as noble as his name.
Flaxen locks tumble down his classic face,
splash hard on a shoulder sloped so fine.
Slick copper flanks slide
into flashing legs,
stop at tendons, carved taut and dry.
Azteca, as noble as his name,
steps out over rocky paths,
picking through obstacles,
white legs dashing
a four beat gait.
Azteca, as noble as his name,
carries me up rocky roads,
past people, cars and town.
far out beyond it all, to lands
where panthers roam.
Azteca, swinging his Spanish gait,
tireless legs slashing,
carries me through the
brilliance of it.
Moves me past
mountains, lakes and eagles
and
into another realm.
Suddenly-- we are higher than the eagles,
flying past the sun.
the heart of me is pierced by it,
the awful, roaring beauty
of sky and rocks and sun.
Of my horse and I alone in it,
a solitude of joy and pain.
My heart aches with what I see
above, below, around me:
nothing but exquisite space.
and streaming through that vapor,
God's true face.
The bliss of being part of it rocks me,
sweeps me wide.
Tears burst forth so sweetly
as my soul shouts out its cry--
"Thank you, Lord, for making me,
for making this good horse.
Thank you for this moment,
your gift of grace to me."
These words of thanks
raise me high again,
'til the mind's distinction
'tween world and horse and I
loses fascination,
lets go its deathly hold.
In a flash, all fades out--
no horse, no rider, no mountain,
neither sky nor sun.
Naught but God's creation--
horse, mount and I are one.
SANDY
NATHAN RIDING AZTECA AT THE MONTEREY CLASSIC SHOW.
STEPPING OFF THE EDGE: LEARNING & LIVING SPIRITUAL PRACTICE
A MODERN SPIRITUAL COMPANION
NUMENON
A TALE OF MYSTICIAM & MONEY MENON
"BILL GATES MEETS DON JUAN."
TECOLOTE: THE LITTLE HORSE THAT COULD
BORN PREMATURELY ON A FREEZING NIGHT, THE COLT HAD TO FIGHT FOR HIS LIFE.
THE ANGEL & THE BROWN-EYED BOY
A FUTURE WORLD ONLY HEARTBEATS FROM OUR OWN
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